Wednesday, May 16

Good evening,

It is quite depressing to know that my much earlier post has not made an impact. It's become more prominent and out in the open that such a behaviour is not accepted. Just think about the ones who love you. I love you! There are so many who love you and care alot about you. Why did you have to do such a thing? Have you no sense at all? Has the other person start treating you so badly that you have to still continue your journey on a track that has already ended it's last stop?

I almost wanted to meet you and drill some senses into that emotional, airy, muddled head of yours. But I am married now and have other commitments than to think of this, but it just leaves a bad taste in the mouth every time it is brought up in some way. If it was still the old me, I would have jumped in to do the necessary and break this whole thing, but I've adopted Nishan's thinking and belief that the person should get burnt and then think twice about wanting to be bitten again. I think it's high time you took responsibility for yourself. Attaching yourself to someone doing much better and even thinking that you will get the same love back is not going to help you in any way! No point acting remorseful or being regretful about something that you have done long ago. I wasn't an imbecile to see it coming. You were plain obvious. Please drop the chronic thinking of having the best of both worlds, or rather, now its trying to detach from one world and trying to enter into the other. Its not going to work that way.

I was seriously shocked to hear all those things you said. I understand in one aspect, you are affected soundly by the other party, but that doesn't mean you find an alternative. What is even heartbreaking is to think that in the midst of your own selfishness, you never did think about your younger one and the example you might be setting. Having everything material in life is not enough, you got to have the moral values to respect yourself first, before even jumping into a bottomless pit.

I know, whatever I pen here is going to deaf ears. You have always been the person who makes your own choices and conclusions. Then again, you'll come running back to us for comfort. Hoping we can kill the time with you for you to forget certain things. I don't get it. It's unethical. I don't know if the rest of them thought the same way, in fact I know they were very supportive of you before when we were always together, but now, I think it's time for you to rectify the path of your life.

Sorry guys, I was in a thinking mood, and got reminded of a long, unforgettable group interraction I had, and just had to pen down my thoughts. I know those who see this, will remember the incidental night and will agree with me at least 50%. Sanu, I'm sure you and I are on the same opinion-based platform.

Cheers,

Tunitha

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