Thursday, March 24
I would like to dedicate this entire posting to my cherished husband-to-be.
It's not everyday, one stumbles upon a very precious gem worth so much yet no value can match. People just don't have happiness coming to them in a split glance unless some lucky chap wins the lottery. Somethings just come along as the years past and those who receive may or may not just know how to treasue its value.
I was one such person. My life's had its ups and downs as well as many twists and turns. Not many may have faced some circumstances as I, but perhaps they would have heard about it or maybe, also faced similar situations. All that I could say is I wasted about 5-6 years of my life depending on some unfortunate, irrelevant worries. Sweet talk, lies, deceit! These are the current words I can emphazie now to re-trace, however, those years that I wasted, I used words such as, "pitiful, sympathy, lost love, sorry state". Gosh, thinking about these words now makes my blood boil. Anyone in my situation would have felt like they were under some sort of spell. Unfortunately for me it took me 5 years to be able to break the spell.
In these wasted years of mine, there was always this person so close and dear to me who saw me through the hardships. Though not close as buddies, we had our own bond that held us till today. Both of us have seen each other through our muddy waters and how we've surfaced from it.
I like to take this opportunity to thank you gratefully. I know very well, without you, I'll be nothing, perhaps reduced to ashes and floating down the Singapore Rivers. You are worth so much to me, that I feel , nothing is the world is comparable to you in your way of confidence, practical motives, loving gestures, nurturing words and top of it all, your ambitious birth. I thank you for bringing me out of the gallows and giving love a new name, a new begining.
Being with you darling, you make me feel more woman, more than a human being but one that is given the purpose of a birth. I see myself being born to serve you, give you the happiness you deserve and live life with you for eternity.
I thank you graciously for joining your hand with mine, to walk the path of life together. Being with you, my past seem extinct. I know not anyone, but you and only you.
I love you Nishan Pillai! With all my heart and soul will I cherish you till the end of time and beyond, for you're me, just one soul, mind and only one heart. Our heart!
I send you a million wishes of a beautiful life ahead and thank you again for sharing your life with this simple and sometimes irritating girl.
Cheers,
Tunitha
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