Monday, October 30
Oh my goodness,
4 days more to the main event. I just realised it's sinking in. All I know that I'm looking forward to a beautiful life with my hubby. It feels so perfect. I guess most brides feel that way when their big day comes.
I guess there's gonna be alot of unhappy admirers. Sorry guys, I've been taken by the best...and the only...Huggs & Kisses to my one & only...
Till the next post after wedding...
Cheers,
Tunitha
|3:50:00 pm|
Wednesday, October 25
Looks like my negativity from my last post is lingering around.
Ok folks, I'm surely in better spirits now. Just the wedding blues only.
Deepavali came and went. There wasn't much hype about it because my wedding preparations were also concurrently on. All I knew that I was eating meat for at least a week. My insides must be freaking heaty.
Anyhu... it was my Dad's birthday yesterday and my family and I had a small cake-cutting at 12am for him. Below are the photos. Gosh, this must be the first time I'm publizing myself in a house-dress! Ha ha.
Sanu had come over to stay the Night! So she also ended up feeling the huggy bear!
Right, after that Sanu & I drifted off to sleep around 2 plus. Woke up next morning, dismentaled the bed and the boys came over and took the bed to my Hubby's place. Gosh!!! I sooooo miss my bed right now. BUT WE'LL BE UNITED AFTER THE 10TH NOV. Yay!
After arranging the bridal room, my hubby and I changed and went over to our friend Farah's place at woodlands for Hari Raya. Had a heavy meal there as well. Finally came home at 1130pm.
Seems like less events but the day was tiring! Wish I had taken leave till wedding's over...Sighh.. Anyways till the next post..
Cheers,
Tunitha
|5:13:00 pm|
Wednesday, October 11
Sometimes I realise that I should not get involved but just let the person get burnt and then learn, but my stupid emotions and sentimental affection always brushes my practical appraches aside.
Is it so hard to learn from mistakes? Why is it that you never learn and still want to do the same mistake?! It's really upsetting to know. On top of that it's upsetting to know its effect and consequences upon others. Bottomline is I don't want to see you ending up hurt, but if you still want it that way what can I do?
I have enough stress already with alot of things. I already feel unappreciated for the many things I do, but that is too bad for me. Why is it that you still need to add on to the phase I'm already in.
I've talked numerous times to you, but I just feel that I'm going to stop. I can't continue like this forever. Its draining me. If you can help me, please help. If you can't then please don't do anything! If you wanna get hurt, go ahead. I think I've protected you enough.
I've wasted so much of my energy covering up for you. If you think you already made up your mind in wanting to do whatever, go ahead, but all I can tell you is, I don't know who there is to help pick you up when you fall, because I won't gurantee I'll be there.
Its getting out of control. Why should I be blamed for the opinion I give? If thats the case don't ask me for an opinion. You want to do things behind my back go ahead!! Seriously there's nothing for me to stop or interfere in anymore.
Frustrated,
Tunitha
|10:40:00 am|
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