Monday, April 4

Hi.

You know, sometimes life feels really and extremely unfair. Things that you believed true and real, can be deceiving at times.

I always felt everyone deserves a second chance at something, however, in my case, I fail to see it. My weakness would be bottling everything up and then ending up in depression. Well, guess its in the genes, my dad.

Trust is defined and looked upon as very deep and involved. It holds a very deep impact in everyone. They say once a trust is broken, it takes time to heal. To me, perhaps I may have to wait a lifetime to get my trust gained back. It pains me to see people who are extremely close to me, get suspicious and react in a way that to me, doesn't seem fair. What did I do? Was there something major in life I did? Everyone makes mistakes goddammit! Its divine to forgive. Mine? Well......time will tell.

Sometimes I wished the earth just swallowed me up. Sometimes I feel, my whole birthstar is wrong and sometimes I think someone up there just doesn't like me.
Well, this post of mine seems to be of depression, upset, call it whatever, but I felt like writing and I did.

To all out there. Its okie to make mistakes unknowingly and seek forgiveness. Just make sure, you're really forgiven and given a chance.

Cheers,
Tunitha

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