Wednesday, October 11

The more I think of it, the more irritated and upset I get. Why is it when I try to help and try to prevent things from happening ina worst off way that person just doesn't listen. All my life I've been protecting you and still when it comes to something that you want, you just do not heed any advice but just move on with deaf ears.

Sometimes I realise that I should not get involved but just let the person get burnt and then learn, but my stupid emotions and sentimental affection always brushes my practical appraches aside.

Is it so hard to learn from mistakes? Why is it that you never learn and still want to do the same mistake?! It's really upsetting to know. On top of that it's upsetting to know its effect and consequences upon others. Bottomline is I don't want to see you ending up hurt, but if you still want it that way what can I do?

I have enough stress already with alot of things. I already feel unappreciated for the many things I do, but that is too bad for me. Why is it that you still need to add on to the phase I'm already in.

I've talked numerous times to you, but I just feel that I'm going to stop. I can't continue like this forever. Its draining me. If you can help me, please help. If you can't then please don't do anything! If you wanna get hurt, go ahead. I think I've protected you enough.

I've wasted so much of my energy covering up for you. If you think you already made up your mind in wanting to do whatever, go ahead, but all I can tell you is, I don't know who there is to help pick you up when you fall, because I won't gurantee I'll be there.

Its getting out of control. Why should I be blamed for the opinion I give? If thats the case don't ask me for an opinion. You want to do things behind my back go ahead!! Seriously there's nothing for me to stop or interfere in anymore.


Frustrated,
Tunitha

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