Sunday, November 11

I've come to realise I've changed from the person I once was to an almost totally different person. I used to take things very lightly and was a carefree girl. I could not get angry no matter how big the issue was. I never fused. I was a girl whom many scolded for being very cool headed and easily being taken advantage of. The world could have falled into pieces and I would still be calmly smiling. I was envied by my cousins for my calm and composed nature. I could release my stress in many clean ways!

WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME?!

I am no longer this person. I become very very irritated easily. I tend to fuse for trival matters. I've become this less compassionate person who seem to start caring only for myself. I can't seem to find avenues to release stress.

Is it because I'm easily influenced by the surroundings? Or is it because I'm maturing and questioning myself on alot of issues. I don't know. All I know, I'm finding diversified routes in releasing stress. It may be the wrong one, but for the moment, it seems right to me and I'll carry on with it. I'm gonna be darn busy over this month in my job and I seriously need my stress avenues! First and foremost the journey kills me and now the stress levels have increased.

I was a person who never used to get stressed. Well, now I guess things change, people change and I've changed. I've become even more accomodating and terribly moody as well. I don't know if my hormones are changing, or I'm just imagining things, but I know for sure that I need to relax and not get stressed. Well, I'm gonna try, and if it needs me going back to my old ways to relieve it, I don't see what's stopping me.

Cheers,
Tunitha

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